The Death of Long Steam Lady

by Nellie Wong

The Death of Long Steam Lady

Although this room is small,
it is yours,
your eyes
I cannot ignore.
Here on the top floor
in this building
dialects drift from patches
of jade plant, through peanut-oiled halls.
Where do you belong,
if not here?
Your skeletal frame
attracts my rough hands,
seeking relief
in the shapes of clouds.
Never mind the others,
their superstitions
packed in cans
of dried salted fish.
I will burn incense,
bake mooncakes.
Now that you’re here,
you focus on my Chinese evergreen,
illuminating the lesions on my skin.
Will you eat, will you eat
if I feed you rice gruel
through paper straws,
these outstretched hands?

—from “Song from Dark”

For 20 years Nellie Wong’s small collection of poetry and fiction has survived as an underground classic. The title piece from this volume is a moving lament for an unknown woman’s death: “And if an obituary appeared in the Chronicle on Long Steam Lady, would they have identified her as a talkative crazy old lady who fed pigeons in the park? Would they have described her silver sandals?”

5½ x 8½ inches • 67 pages • ISBN 0-931122-42-2 • $5.95